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        Hey yal... Sorry if I didn't update my blog for so many days... I guess I had been busy then. Well, I wanna tell you why I was busy. Last Friday, was Parent-Techer Conference. My form teacher, Mr Amin, told my parents that I had been so good in school. When my parents heard it, they were suprised. Or should I say, shocked. Ya know why? Because at home, I am so stubborn. Seriously, I am so stubborn. When my parents told me to do house chores, I didn't do. When they told me to do my homework, I didn't do. When they told me to stop using the laptop, I continued using it. Haizz.... See? This is my attitude when I'm at home. Hahas... After that, Farah, Fyzah, Atiqah and me went to buy the BBQ stuff. We walk here, there and everywhere. Like mad people.. But not so much larh... Then, we 'so called' sabotaged (or maybe tortured) Mr Amin. We did that because we went shopping already and we have to carry the food and our bags. At least Mr Amin has a car. On the following day, Frah, Yatiii, Fyzah and me went to Woodlands Town Centre to buy the ingresient we're gonna use. I had to buy mixed veggies and 'rempah' for my Fried Rice. Yatiii had to buy macaroni, prawns are some more stuff for her Macaroni. Farah had tobuy chicken wings for her BBQ Chicken Wings... Fyzah had to buy sliced beef for her BBQ Beef. We went there with Fyzah's parents with their car. Their car is a Toyota Wish. My fave! Last Monday, the party began! It was the BBQ day. The BBQ was held at Sembawang Beach. I was scared to go in the water because I was having my menstruation. I am scared that Something will pull me inside the water... I can't believe that I am so supersticious. The thing I don't like about my Chinese friends because they didn't help us with the cooking and the BBQing and then they could eat the BBQ Chicken Wings first. I told them to do some work. But then, they didn't want o listen to me. At least Tricia and Yu Xin did some work. The girl I most hate is Hui Min. Da larh nyanyi tk sedap. Den nk step pandai nyanyi kt sner. Eh, aku tau arh CCA kau Choir and kau menang Northland Idol for second place. Abeh jgn nk show off arh. Aku nyanyi lagi sdp dari kau argh! Kau nyanyi cermin bleh pecah siott!! (Aku ckp mcm gini mcm aku pandai nyanyi jekk.. Aku perasan uhh..) Ok ok.. That's enough. Then, I wrote ♥HARIS with sand. The picture is above this whole text. When I first came there, we purposely spilled water onto each other. Seriously, if you were there, you would be having LOADS of fun. Well, till here okayys. I don't wanna over-telling you about everything. Stay pretty and handsome aites? CHEERS♥
♥yanaBELO♥
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Heyy... I feel different siaa!!! Now, i got the feeling that I don't really love Hashri... I don't know why.. I think it is because that he is such a KIDDO. He TRULY is one... I felt like he hasen't had his wet dream yet..O_O
Ouhkae!!! Now... Hmm... I got not mcuh to talk larhs...
Now, I'm really stress siaa... Got a lot of guys wanna stead with me... I felt very lost. I felt like jumping out off the building right now. Haishh...
Da lah nga stress nk stop isap gum.. Lagi2 smlm ternmpk packet contact cement... Bad luck siott!!
Smlm giler siott!!! Aku, Azirah, Amirah, Ain ngn Haikel. Abeh Amirah nk kenalkan aku dengan satu bdk YishunSec. Namer dier Haris... Dier ngn kwn2 dier..(Sori ehk Haris if I write about you.) Muker dier mcm Hashri... Tapi lagi kiut n hensem!! HAWT SIOTT!!! Hahas...
Kkaes... Till here...
Cheers♥
♥yanaBELO♥
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Yeah yeah yeah x4
I love you
But i gotta stay true
My morals got me on my knees
I'm begging please stop playing games
I don't know what this is
But you got me good
Just like you knew you would
I don't know what you do
But you do it well
I'm under your spell
You got me begging you for mercy
Why won't you release me
You got me begging you for mercy
Why won't you release me
I said release me
Now you think that i
Will be something on the side
But you got to understand that i need a man
Who can take my hand yes i do
I don't know what this is
But you got me good
Just like you knew you would
I don't know what you do
But you do it well
I'm under your spell you got me begging
You for mercy
Why won't you release me
You got me begging you for mercy
Why wont you release me
I said you'd better release
Yeah yeah yeah
I'm begging you for mercy yes
Why won't you release me
I'm begging you for mercy
You got me begging
You got me begging
You got me begging
Mercy,
Why won't you release me
I'm begging you for mercy
Why won't you release me
You got me begging you for mercy
I'm begging you for mercy
I'm begging you for mercy
I'm begging you for mercy
I'm begging you for mercy
Why won't you release me
Yeah yeah break it down
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Boredom Strikes TODAY in school. Got art Competition... Then, Sciene Exhibition.. Damn it!! Boring siott!!! Then kt dlm class, tgk cite jepun.. Cite Liar Game.. Nk ikot cite Saw siott!! Mepek seyhh... Then, actually aku kene gi NPCC. Tapy aku teman my mum gi Causeway Point. Kesian dier... Haixx... Bler aku dlm bus nga otw gi Causeway Point, aku terserempak ngan HASHRI siott!!! Happy aquu!! Hahax... Bler aku panggil dier, dier tk dgr.. So I grab his arm... Then dier senyap jekk seyh... Aku blang dier yg aku da break ngan Danish psl dier bustard aku. Aku lepaskn dier je... Den Hashri tanye if I'm single or nt.. Den I say uh yea... Den bler dier alight, dier senyum kt aku den belah SIOTT!!! Tros hati aku pecah!!! I think dier mrh kat aku... Atau dier majok... Dier tinggal dkt ngan uah Danish jugakk seii... Danish tinggal kt blk 827 Hashri tinggal kt blk 800+ jugak...Sedih seii aku...
Den, aku kasi dier comment yg aku nk patch ngn dier..
So I have to wait for him to reply..
Kk... Got to go..
Cheers♥
♥yanaBELO♥
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Dear Wawan,
Asl ngan kau nie? Nape kau suker Danish break ngan aku? Nape kau benci aku? Nape kau mcm gini? Naoe kau suker make my life in misery? Oii!! Aku tgh ckp ngan kau argh! Hau mcm sial tau tk?!! Eh, sori ehk.. Aku manusia tao. Aku mcm kao. Aku ade perasaan tao!! Aites!!!
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"FROM NOT UR SYG: DANISH 2TA
TO PERASAN STILL LUV ME: DIYANA
Pegi syg ur ex je lah. No matter what u wont get me back hahahahas!!! Pegi kodongkan tangan kau skrg lr... Kau nk bawlong tk?? Atau watermelon cutter or roti toe??
Laen kali gi ambek pisau bkn penknife tw.gi amek pisau potong tangan kau!!!
Hey..., Budak EMO!!!
U dgr sni no matter how hard u nk try to stop isap gum or smoking atao u btol2 syg or rindu i..., u still wont win back my heart... Bukan I nk uat pakai u! N bukan i nk lepaskn u gitu2 jekk... Memang btol dulu i syg u gler2 tapi u tk ade rasa ade perasaan bout my lyk u suke buat ape2!!!
Now my heart is locked!!! No matter how hard u stilll wont win my heart back. Ada faham juz forget me n go n remember back all your ex or easy to say go n love back ur EX!!! I wanna stay single for..., memang btol kakak angkat i cakap secondary love wont last long... I dont love u animore...
Juz dun luve me!!! There is nothing between u and me okae!!! U juz wont understand my feeling or wat i say!!! No matter wat, u wont win my heart... There is no more love between us!!! N u nk tau nape dulu i tklayan u pasal i da stand it and I wanna sound break tapi tak sampai hati nk sound.
Then bler I dgr u podeh je... That's it!!! There is nothing between us!!! Ape, podeh da tk btol!!! Ingat nie, pompan isap rokok n podeh!!! Kn tk manis tw ade fhm!!! I podeh psl ape, 'stress'!!! Hah! Konek arh!! U tk tau, kn brape stress i kn!!! Coz u tk penah pon baca I nye perasaan!!! Ape u tau hah, podeh, potng tangan n majok!!!"
This is my reply to him...
"Dear Danish,
I lepaskn all my ex oredi. Y should i luv dem when i already brk wif dem? u can't force me okae. I dun care if you call me perasan I really dun care . U gler oe nk I potong tangan? I bleh mati. U suker kn klau I mati? Ouh... Mayb u really do lyk it. But u gonna regret ut. U dunno me tat well. But since de day I lpk ngn Aiisyah n Ashmalina, my prangai suddenly tukar. Dulu, I dun smoke n podeh tao. U r nt right when u say SECONDARY LOVE CANNOT last long. It is not true. Well, MOST Secondary Love dun last long. But I can tell you, if u noe me tat well, kiter stead boleh last long. Why? Y wont u accept me back? Y cant u you forgive me? I really nd to noe! Y can't I win back ur heart? U didnt tell me me bout ur perasaan. U cant expect me to noe everything ok. Can u beunderstanding? I got a lot of things in my mind ok. Everynite, I think about u n I cried. I really really really love you!!! Ingt u je stress ke pe?? I sanggup kene marah ngn my parents n teachers kerane u. I sanggup tk gi NPCC kerane u. It is bcoz tat I want to be with u. Bcoz I want to see you. Bcoz I wanna noe if u ok or not. Isn't this all enough? Or do you want more? I can give you more if you like. Bler Northland Olympics tu, I really mean it when I play psl I veri street. I was thinking of you. Da la u tk reply my msgs... Ape ni?? Y cant u reply my msg? Susah sngt ke nk reply my msgs??
Wait... Actually, y u wanna break with me? Y u da tk syg I lagy? Izzit bcoz of I podeh n isap rokok? U yg kasi I isap rokok tao. I only wanna test you bcoz if a guy let his gerl smoke, means de guy dont love his gerl. The guy is lyk you. Or should I say, ALMOST the SAME as you!!! So it means tat I was being taken advantage of you!!! Tat time, you said tat u will not do the same thing as Zul did to me. But you do did the same thing!! Maybe I trust you too much... And by the way, I mean2 je jadi majok. Yg u gi percaye sngt buat aper!! Pon klau btol2, psl I tgh mrh skali. Atau, I bau rokok. I tk bleh bau rokok byk sngt psl I belh mabuk feel lyk puking. Pon klao I majok btol2, means I da btol2 bingit. Nnti klau I complain, I takot you mcm tk suker plak. Mcm bingit je... Nnti Wawan pon marah I..Ckp I byk bunyi la, irritating la... So it is better if I juz sit in one corner and pretend there is no problem wat... Isn't it better for you too? You noe wat? I felt like Knelting down on my knees and ask you for foregiveniss tao. But I noe u still Won;t forgive or accept me. Wawan is juz trying to brain wash you. It is so obvious. I can tell that. It makes me say this bcoz Wawan hates me LOADS. I am not trying to force you not to listen to Wawan and listen to me. But I'm juz telling you. But if you still choose tolisten to Wawan, it is fine with me. Bcoz it is your choice. But it is very disappointing to hear.
From, Diyana"
AMIK KAU DANISH!!!! Kau da buat mcm gini kat aku kn?? Aku akan get my revenge!!!
Haishh.... Sedih nye aku...Stress seii... Aper lagy ehk nk ckp... Uhhh... Ouh ya!!
Tadi Northland Olympics seii... I was forced to play Netball seii.. Kanina!! Da la aku maen tk bagos!! Tricia tu argh! De one who force me.. Then after she lyk dun wan me to play animore.. Aku penat2 gi saner la tu sumer.. Abeh dier uat mcm gini kat aku.. Siape tk marah?? Betol tk?! Lepas tuu, floorball plak.. Syiok seii floorball!!! Tapy sway... 1TA gerls maen kasar dokz!! The players play sumer Northland Floorball Players. Wanie, Ameerah, Syikin and Nina... Haixx... Maner aku maen bagos sngt... Aku bukan nye Northland Floorball Player... Aku Northland NPCC Cadet...Haishh....I tell you who won de floorball matches..
Girls Ist: 1TA 2nd: 1NA 3rd: 1NC
Boys 1st: 1TB-1 2nd: 1TB-2 3rd: ITA
Everbody, stay pretty and handsome...
CHEERS♥
♥yanaBELO♥
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 Helus.... Woah!!!Today very tiring siaa!!! Need to clean toilet...Then wash dishes...Then, go Causeway Point to take my SIM CARD!!!! Hahaxx..
Luckily it is the same number... Klao tk, mampos aku.. Kene ingat number baru.. Susah seii dpt number baru!!! Tapi klao number baru ponn, pakai prepaid card.. Nasib ni nye ader contract.. Haixx.... Tapi, dapat handphone murah!!! Handphone tk guner! Handphone LG... LG tk maen argh!!! :@ Tapi kene syukur dpt handphone... At least ader handphone seii... Klao tk de hadphone kn tk bez....
*Sigh* Tadi DANISH view my friendster... Tapi tk kasi COMMENT!!! Sialan betol...Tkper tkper.... Nnti dier akan kene...TK LAH!!! Maen maen jekk...Tk kn tk bleh kn....
AKU BTOL2 SYGKN EUU, DANISH!!!! I wanna luv you!!!plz luv me back!!!
kk..Till here..Chow!!
Cheers♥
♥yanaBELO♥
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Sweet And Low By Augustana Anywhere you go, anyone you meet, Remember that your eyes can be your enemies, I said, well hell is so close And heaven's out of reach I ain't giving up quite yet, I've got too much to lose Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl Hold me down, sweet and low, and I'll carry you home Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl Hold me down, and I'll carry you home Rain is gonna fall, the sun is gonna shine, The wind is gonna blow, the water's gonna rise She said, when the day comes, look into my eyes No one's giving up quite yet, We've got too much to lose Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl Hold me down, sweet and low, and I'll carry you home Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl Hold me down,And I'll carry you all the way, You say you're fine But you're still young, and out of line All I need is to turn around, To make it last, to make it count You're gonna make the same mistakes That put my momma in her grave I don't wanna be alone Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl Hold me down, sweet and low, and I'll carry you home Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl Hold me down, and I'll carry you home
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Today was the most bad thing happened in my life... I lost my handphone yesterday and got scolded by my parents juz now.. Haizz....bad luck lah siott!!! Den, mataer aku, Danish aka Kude, bustard aku smlm.. Psl smlm aku podeh(sniff glue), den wan ngn wawan ikot me n wanie dari blkng... SIAL ARGH DORANG!!! gi mampos arh dorang!!!!!!!!!!!KANINA!! den dorang kol danish....den aku pukol kepale danish..tat tym aku tgh high so aku tk tau ape2 seii...den danish mrh kt aku den mintak brk... SEDIH SIOTT!!! he is lyk de best guy ever n he did tis kind of stuff to me!!! it is so heartbreaking... It's really not the same without him. Tadi pon Wawan mcm SIALL!!! dier gi tarik baju aku den bleh nmpk dlm siott...dier ngn Apid nmpk... But i think Wan ponn nmpk. tadi Wanie tried to help me settle de problem.. she told Danish tat bler aku pukol kepale Danish, i dunno wat Im doing coz aku tgh high. klao orng tgh high maner bleh ingat aper dier tgh buat knn??? USE UR BRAIN LARH DANISH!!!!! i hope he can read tis... den Danish said to Wanie tat I can go n die... den die pon ckp yg aku tk tau brape sakit his heart was.. ingat aper?? hati dier je sakit ke?? hati aku sakit jugak tao!!!!! dier pon satu!!tk kasi aku one more chance to change.. skrg, aku nk tukar prangai aku.. aku tk akan isap rokok atao podeh lagy.. although i dun do tis kind of stuff animore, Danish still wont accept me back... Haizz... juz forget it...juz think tat tis is onli a dream. No more Danish in my lyf ever again... And I will always be heartbroken...
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Hey yal... Sorry if I didn't update my blog for so many days... I guess I had been busy then. Well, I wanna tell you why I was busy. Last Friday, was Parent-Techer Conference. My form teacher, Mr Amin, told my parents that I had been so good in school. When my parents heard it, they were suprised. Or should I say, shocked. Ya know why? Because at home, I am so stubborn. Seriously, I am so stubborn. When my parents told me to do house chores, I didn't do. When they told me to do my homework, I didn't do. When they told me to stop using the laptop, I continued using it. Haizz.... See? This is my attitude when I'm at home. Hahas... After that, Farah, Fyzah, Atiqah and me went to buy the BBQ stuff. We walk here, there and everywhere. Like mad people.. But not so much larh... Then, we 'so called' sabotaged (or maybe tortured) Mr Amin. We did that because we went shopping already and we have to carry the food and our bags. At least Mr Amin has a car. On the following day, Frah, Yatiii, Fyzah and me went to Woodlands Town Centre to buy the ingresient we're gonna use. I had to buy mixed veggies and 'rempah' for my Fried Rice. Yatiii had to buy macaroni, prawns are some more stuff for her Macaroni. Farah had tobuy chicken wings for her BBQ Chicken Wings... Fyzah had to buy sliced beef for her BBQ Beef. We went there with Fyzah's parents with their car. Their car is a Toyota Wish. My fave! Last Monday, the party began! It was the BBQ day. The BBQ was held at Sembawang Beach. I was scared to go in the water because I was having my menstruation. I am scared that Something will pull me inside the water... I can't believe that I am so supersticious. The thing I don't like about my Chinese friends because they didn't help us with the cooking and the BBQing and then they could eat the BBQ Chicken Wings first. I told them to do some work. But then, they didn't want o listen to me. At least Tricia and Yu Xin did some work. The girl I most hate is Hui Min. Da larh nyanyi tk sedap. Den nk step pandai nyanyi kt sner. Eh, aku tau arh CCA kau Choir and kau menang Northland Idol for second place. Abeh jgn nk show off arh. Aku nyanyi lagi sdp dari kau argh! Kau nyanyi cermin bleh pecah siott!! (Aku ckp mcm gini mcm aku pandai nyanyi jekk.. Aku perasan uhh..) Ok ok.. That's enough. Then, I wrote ♥HARIS with sand. The picture is above this whole text. When I first came there, we purposely spilled water onto each other. Seriously, if you were there, you would be having LOADS of fun. Well, till here okayys. I don't wanna over-telling you about everything. Stay pretty and handsome aites? CHEERS♥
♥yanaBELO♥
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Heyy... I feel different siaa!!! Now, i got the feeling that I don't really love Hashri... I don't know why.. I think it is because that he is such a KIDDO. He TRULY is one... I felt like he hasen't had his wet dream yet..O_O
Ouhkae!!! Now... Hmm... I got not mcuh to talk larhs...
Now, I'm really stress siaa... Got a lot of guys wanna stead with me... I felt very lost. I felt like jumping out off the building right now. Haishh...
Da lah nga stress nk stop isap gum.. Lagi2 smlm ternmpk packet contact cement... Bad luck siott!!
Smlm giler siott!!! Aku, Azirah, Amirah, Ain ngn Haikel. Abeh Amirah nk kenalkan aku dengan satu bdk YishunSec. Namer dier Haris... Dier ngn kwn2 dier..(Sori ehk Haris if I write about you.) Muker dier mcm Hashri... Tapi lagi kiut n hensem!! HAWT SIOTT!!! Hahas...
Kkaes... Till here...
Cheers♥
♥yanaBELO♥
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Yeah yeah yeah x4
I love you
But i gotta stay true
My morals got me on my knees
I'm begging please stop playing games
I don't know what this is
But you got me good
Just like you knew you would
I don't know what you do
But you do it well
I'm under your spell
You got me begging you for mercy
Why won't you release me
You got me begging you for mercy
Why won't you release me
I said release me
Now you think that i
Will be something on the side
But you got to understand that i need a man
Who can take my hand yes i do
I don't know what this is
But you got me good
Just like you knew you would
I don't know what you do
But you do it well
I'm under your spell you got me begging
You for mercy
Why won't you release me
You got me begging you for mercy
Why wont you release me
I said you'd better release
Yeah yeah yeah
I'm begging you for mercy yes
Why won't you release me
I'm begging you for mercy
You got me begging
You got me begging
You got me begging
Mercy,
Why won't you release me
I'm begging you for mercy
Why won't you release me
You got me begging you for mercy
I'm begging you for mercy
I'm begging you for mercy
I'm begging you for mercy
I'm begging you for mercy
Why won't you release me
Yeah yeah break it down
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Boredom Strikes TODAY in school. Got art Competition... Then, Sciene Exhibition.. Damn it!! Boring siott!!! Then kt dlm class, tgk cite jepun.. Cite Liar Game.. Nk ikot cite Saw siott!! Mepek seyhh... Then, actually aku kene gi NPCC. Tapy aku teman my mum gi Causeway Point. Kesian dier... Haixx... Bler aku dlm bus nga otw gi Causeway Point, aku terserempak ngan HASHRI siott!!! Happy aquu!! Hahax... Bler aku panggil dier, dier tk dgr.. So I grab his arm... Then dier senyap jekk seyh... Aku blang dier yg aku da break ngan Danish psl dier bustard aku. Aku lepaskn dier je... Den Hashri tanye if I'm single or nt.. Den I say uh yea... Den bler dier alight, dier senyum kt aku den belah SIOTT!!! Tros hati aku pecah!!! I think dier mrh kat aku... Atau dier majok... Dier tinggal dkt ngan uah Danish jugakk seii... Danish tinggal kt blk 827 Hashri tinggal kt blk 800+ jugak...Sedih seii aku...
Den, aku kasi dier comment yg aku nk patch ngn dier..
So I have to wait for him to reply..
Kk... Got to go..
Cheers♥
♥yanaBELO♥
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Dear Wawan,
Asl ngan kau nie? Nape kau suker Danish break ngan aku? Nape kau benci aku? Nape kau mcm gini? Naoe kau suker make my life in misery? Oii!! Aku tgh ckp ngan kau argh! Hau mcm sial tau tk?!! Eh, sori ehk.. Aku manusia tao. Aku mcm kao. Aku ade perasaan tao!! Aites!!!
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"FROM NOT UR SYG: DANISH 2TA
TO PERASAN STILL LUV ME: DIYANA
Pegi syg ur ex je lah. No matter what u wont get me back hahahahas!!! Pegi kodongkan tangan kau skrg lr... Kau nk bawlong tk?? Atau watermelon cutter or roti toe??
Laen kali gi ambek pisau bkn penknife tw.gi amek pisau potong tangan kau!!!
Hey..., Budak EMO!!!
U dgr sni no matter how hard u nk try to stop isap gum or smoking atao u btol2 syg or rindu i..., u still wont win back my heart... Bukan I nk uat pakai u! N bukan i nk lepaskn u gitu2 jekk... Memang btol dulu i syg u gler2 tapi u tk ade rasa ade perasaan bout my lyk u suke buat ape2!!!
Now my heart is locked!!! No matter how hard u stilll wont win my heart back. Ada faham juz forget me n go n remember back all your ex or easy to say go n love back ur EX!!! I wanna stay single for..., memang btol kakak angkat i cakap secondary love wont last long... I dont love u animore...
Juz dun luve me!!! There is nothing between u and me okae!!! U juz wont understand my feeling or wat i say!!! No matter wat, u wont win my heart... There is no more love between us!!! N u nk tau nape dulu i tklayan u pasal i da stand it and I wanna sound break tapi tak sampai hati nk sound.
Then bler I dgr u podeh je... That's it!!! There is nothing between us!!! Ape, podeh da tk btol!!! Ingat nie, pompan isap rokok n podeh!!! Kn tk manis tw ade fhm!!! I podeh psl ape, 'stress'!!! Hah! Konek arh!! U tk tau, kn brape stress i kn!!! Coz u tk penah pon baca I nye perasaan!!! Ape u tau hah, podeh, potng tangan n majok!!!"
This is my reply to him...
"Dear Danish,
I lepaskn all my ex oredi. Y should i luv dem when i already brk wif dem? u can't force me okae. I dun care if you call me perasan I really dun care . U gler oe nk I potong tangan? I bleh mati. U suker kn klau I mati? Ouh... Mayb u really do lyk it. But u gonna regret ut. U dunno me tat well. But since de day I lpk ngn Aiisyah n Ashmalina, my prangai suddenly tukar. Dulu, I dun smoke n podeh tao. U r nt right when u say SECONDARY LOVE CANNOT last long. It is not true. Well, MOST Secondary Love dun last long. But I can tell you, if u noe me tat well, kiter stead boleh last long. Why? Y wont u accept me back? Y cant u you forgive me? I really nd to noe! Y can't I win back ur heart? U didnt tell me me bout ur perasaan. U cant expect me to noe everything ok. Can u beunderstanding? I got a lot of things in my mind ok. Everynite, I think about u n I cried. I really really really love you!!! Ingt u je stress ke pe?? I sanggup kene marah ngn my parents n teachers kerane u. I sanggup tk gi NPCC kerane u. It is bcoz tat I want to be with u. Bcoz I want to see you. Bcoz I wanna noe if u ok or not. Isn't this all enough? Or do you want more? I can give you more if you like. Bler Northland Olympics tu, I really mean it when I play psl I veri street. I was thinking of you. Da la u tk reply my msgs... Ape ni?? Y cant u reply my msg? Susah sngt ke nk reply my msgs??
Wait... Actually, y u wanna break with me? Y u da tk syg I lagy? Izzit bcoz of I podeh n isap rokok? U yg kasi I isap rokok tao. I only wanna test you bcoz if a guy let his gerl smoke, means de guy dont love his gerl. The guy is lyk you. Or should I say, ALMOST the SAME as you!!! So it means tat I was being taken advantage of you!!! Tat time, you said tat u will not do the same thing as Zul did to me. But you do did the same thing!! Maybe I trust you too much... And by the way, I mean2 je jadi majok. Yg u gi percaye sngt buat aper!! Pon klau btol2, psl I tgh mrh skali. Atau, I bau rokok. I tk bleh bau rokok byk sngt psl I belh mabuk feel lyk puking. Pon klao I majok btol2, means I da btol2 bingit. Nnti klau I complain, I takot you mcm tk suker plak. Mcm bingit je... Nnti Wawan pon marah I..Ckp I byk bunyi la, irritating la... So it is better if I juz sit in one corner and pretend there is no problem wat... Isn't it better for you too? You noe wat? I felt like Knelting down on my knees and ask you for foregiveniss tao. But I noe u still Won;t forgive or accept me. Wawan is juz trying to brain wash you. It is so obvious. I can tell that. It makes me say this bcoz Wawan hates me LOADS. I am not trying to force you not to listen to Wawan and listen to me. But I'm juz telling you. But if you still choose tolisten to Wawan, it is fine with me. Bcoz it is your choice. But it is very disappointing to hear.
From, Diyana"
AMIK KAU DANISH!!!! Kau da buat mcm gini kat aku kn?? Aku akan get my revenge!!!
Haishh.... Sedih nye aku...Stress seii... Aper lagy ehk nk ckp... Uhhh... Ouh ya!!
Tadi Northland Olympics seii... I was forced to play Netball seii.. Kanina!! Da la aku maen tk bagos!! Tricia tu argh! De one who force me.. Then after she lyk dun wan me to play animore.. Aku penat2 gi saner la tu sumer.. Abeh dier uat mcm gini kat aku.. Siape tk marah?? Betol tk?! Lepas tuu, floorball plak.. Syiok seii floorball!!! Tapy sway... 1TA gerls maen kasar dokz!! The players play sumer Northland Floorball Players. Wanie, Ameerah, Syikin and Nina... Haixx... Maner aku maen bagos sngt... Aku bukan nye Northland Floorball Player... Aku Northland NPCC Cadet...Haishh....I tell you who won de floorball matches..
Girls Ist: 1TA 2nd: 1NA 3rd: 1NC
Boys 1st: 1TB-1 2nd: 1TB-2 3rd: ITA
Everbody, stay pretty and handsome...
CHEERS♥
♥yanaBELO♥
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Helus.... Woah!!!Today very tiring siaa!!! Need to clean toilet...Then wash dishes...Then, go Causeway Point to take my SIM CARD!!!! Hahaxx..
Luckily it is the same number... Klao tk, mampos aku.. Kene ingat number baru.. Susah seii dpt number baru!!! Tapi klao number baru ponn, pakai prepaid card.. Nasib ni nye ader contract.. Haixx.... Tapi, dapat handphone murah!!! Handphone tk guner! Handphone LG... LG tk maen argh!!! :@ Tapi kene syukur dpt handphone... At least ader handphone seii... Klao tk de hadphone kn tk bez....
*Sigh* Tadi DANISH view my friendster... Tapi tk kasi COMMENT!!! Sialan betol...Tkper tkper.... Nnti dier akan kene...TK LAH!!! Maen maen jekk...Tk kn tk bleh kn....
AKU BTOL2 SYGKN EUU, DANISH!!!! I wanna luv you!!!plz luv me back!!!
kk..Till here..Chow!!
Cheers♥
♥yanaBELO♥
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Sweet And Low By Augustana Anywhere you go, anyone you meet, Remember that your eyes can be your enemies, I said, well hell is so close And heaven's out of reach I ain't giving up quite yet, I've got too much to lose Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl Hold me down, sweet and low, and I'll carry you home Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl Hold me down, and I'll carry you home Rain is gonna fall, the sun is gonna shine, The wind is gonna blow, the water's gonna rise She said, when the day comes, look into my eyes No one's giving up quite yet, We've got too much to lose Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl Hold me down, sweet and low, and I'll carry you home Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl Hold me down,And I'll carry you all the way, You say you're fine But you're still young, and out of line All I need is to turn around, To make it last, to make it count You're gonna make the same mistakes That put my momma in her grave I don't wanna be alone Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl Hold me down, sweet and low, and I'll carry you home Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl Hold me down, and I'll carry you home
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Today was the most bad thing happened in my life... I lost my handphone yesterday and got scolded by my parents juz now.. Haizz....bad luck lah siott!!! Den, mataer aku, Danish aka Kude, bustard aku smlm.. Psl smlm aku podeh(sniff glue), den wan ngn wawan ikot me n wanie dari blkng... SIAL ARGH DORANG!!! gi mampos arh dorang!!!!!!!!!!!KANINA!! den dorang kol danish....den aku pukol kepale danish..tat tym aku tgh high so aku tk tau ape2 seii...den danish mrh kt aku den mintak brk... SEDIH SIOTT!!! he is lyk de best guy ever n he did tis kind of stuff to me!!! it is so heartbreaking... It's really not the same without him. Tadi pon Wawan mcm SIALL!!! dier gi tarik baju aku den bleh nmpk dlm siott...dier ngn Apid nmpk... But i think Wan ponn nmpk. tadi Wanie tried to help me settle de problem.. she told Danish tat bler aku pukol kepale Danish, i dunno wat Im doing coz aku tgh high. klao orng tgh high maner bleh ingat aper dier tgh buat knn??? USE UR BRAIN LARH DANISH!!!!! i hope he can read tis... den Danish said to Wanie tat I can go n die... den die pon ckp yg aku tk tau brape sakit his heart was.. ingat aper?? hati dier je sakit ke?? hati aku sakit jugak tao!!!!! dier pon satu!!tk kasi aku one more chance to change.. skrg, aku nk tukar prangai aku.. aku tk akan isap rokok atao podeh lagy.. although i dun do tis kind of stuff animore, Danish still wont accept me back... Haizz... juz forget it...juz think tat tis is onli a dream. No more Danish in my lyf ever again... And I will always be heartbroken...
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Diyana Somerhalder
Fifteenn.
Singaporean.
Capricorn.
Muslim.
Dreamer.
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