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I just wish that I am not exist in everyone else's life. I could wirte my diary with blood. You wanna see my blood? I cut my hand with a penknife whenever I am depress. Just now, I got beaten up by my dad because I brought home a box of Marlboro Menthol cigarettes. He threatened me to smoke all of the sticks on front of him. But I did not want to. My dad threatened me to swear. He said if I don't swear, I will get beaten up by him even more worse. I still don't wanna listen to him because it is my problem if I wanna swear or not. I just promise to him. If I break that promise, I will have to quit school and this time it is for real. Oh gosh... I really feel like I am in hell. I went into my room, lock the door and start EMO-ing. Cutting my hand, hearing emo songs, write inside my diary, crying, SMSing Faiz. I just wish that my dad could be like my mum. My dad is a LIAR. He told me that he had not smoke for a long time. But 3 days ago, I just saw him smoking when I reach home from school.
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I just wish that I am not exist in everyone else's life. I could wirte my diary with blood. You wanna see my blood? I cut my hand with a penknife whenever I am depress. Just now, I got beaten up by my dad because I brought home a box of Marlboro Menthol cigarettes. He threatened me to smoke all of the sticks on front of him. But I did not want to. My dad threatened me to swear. He said if I don't swear, I will get beaten up by him even more worse. I still don't wanna listen to him because it is my problem if I wanna swear or not. I just promise to him. If I break that promise, I will have to quit school and this time it is for real. Oh gosh... I really feel like I am in hell. I went into my room, lock the door and start EMO-ing. Cutting my hand, hearing emo songs, write inside my diary, crying, SMSing Faiz. I just wish that my dad could be like my mum. My dad is a LIAR. He told me that he had not smoke for a long time. But 3 days ago, I just saw him smoking when I reach home from school.
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Diyana Somerhalder
Fifteenn.
Singaporean.
Capricorn.
Muslim.
Dreamer.
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