Today, Akydd called when I was busy sleeping.
I was dreaming about... I forgot...
Nevermind.
Went to The Hill.
Then, went to school to give the FAS form.
Then, went to blk 124 to meet Efael.
Fuck you argh EFAEL AND HASHRI!
I go there, you all don't have.
I go there, you all don't have.
All I can see are mat reps.
Then, went to 220 shelter there to meet Syerah and Shaheed.
Then, till 3pm, went to Syerah house to follow her change clothes.
Then, go to NP McDonalds to meet Shaheed again.
Then, go to Woodlands Library.
Then, went to NP again to meet my parents.
Then, went to the new NP to buy hair dye.
Then, went home.
Oh gosh! Such a boring day!
Ouh yea. Btw, today was the day for Danish to give the answer.
He chose Fariesha.
I cried when I heard the news.
What does Fariesha have that I don't have??
Why must every guy love her?
Why does she get everything??
Now, I'm all alone in my boring life in my boring werll...
If I am still with Faiz, the puzzle pieces in my life would be completed by then.
But he's with his NEW GERL already..
Hope they last long...
Haizz...
I seriously don't know what to do.
I wish I don't exist in anyone's life.
Although I look happy in the outside, I'm broken in the inside.
All my happiness are used.
There is nothing left but anger and depression.
No one will understand me.
No one can.
Only my godbrother, FAZLEE and my BFFL, Syerah.
And I think I got a crush on Fazlee.
But too bad he has a girlfriend.
And WE will never meant to be.
So till here. Stay pretty and handsome aites?
Tc peepos !
yanaBELO.