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Hey peepos. I'm pissed off. Firstly, the fcuking school librarian bitch-face scolded me when I didn't do anything wrong. I only asked her if I could use the laptop for English PBL peer evaluation. Then suddenly she keep asking me 'does the school benefit you just like that after you broke the rule in the library' or whatever shit it is. My gosh. I'm not embarrassed because everybody hates her and she always scold people so I've got no shame in this. I have my pride. :D Secondly, a couple is hanging at my block. AT THE SAME LEVEL AS MY HOUSE. My parents saw obscene stuff that teenagers shouldn't do. If you wanna do love with each other, THERE SUCH THING AS A HOUSE YOU COULD GO TO FOR PRIVACY. If you wanna do at the staircase during broad daylight, might as well you do on stage in front of every in school to see how notorious some Northlanders are! If the person who is reading this is offended, I can't say sorry because I didn't mention any name except for MY school.
I can't type anymore. I'm gonna write in my diary. This is too public. Labels: 2010, fight, Love, NSS, School, slack
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Haha I love this show very much. <3
Labels: 2010, Love
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Hey peepos. Today, after school, went for meeting with my squad about the NPCC unit campfire. I'll be performing with Irza. :) I smsed Irza when she changing because today got campcraft training. After I smsed, I didn't keep my handphone. Then that stop motherfucker librarian saw and confiscated it. Cheebye. Then need to write an essay and lines. She doesn't even have the right to do that to me. She's not even a teacher! EAT SHIT, BITCH! Ughh. She likes to create problems with students a lot. Even with teachers. I don't why she haven't get fired yet for such a long time; more than 5 years. -.-"
Then, Yue Kung saved me. FOOH! Thanks Sir. Then went for training. Did 2-3 practices. After training, slacked at MacDonalds with Irza and Natsuda. Irza treated me apple pie. Thanks babe! I kept taking Natsuda and Sian Li's fries because I was super hungry... Hahah. Did my math homework with Irza. We're studying the same topic but mine is more advanced because I'm sec 3 and she's sec 2. Oh ya! On Saturday, got campcraft training at 9.30am. Irza's gonna buy 2 cans of red bull for herself. Hahah. After training, then going to have the competition at Pierce Secondary School.
Reached home at about 7.20pm. No one's home. Played computer all night. Downloaded songs. Bhy acts like he's still pissed with me. Haishh... Are we going to keep going on like this? I hope not. Labels: 2010, bad, Diyana, Friend, Hashri, i miss you ? :(, iloveyou., Love, miss your hugs, npcc, NSS, School, slack
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Hey peepos. Sorry for neglecting my blog. I've been busy. Okay. So today, after school stayed back for awhile to finish math corrections. Farah, Yaty, Merin, Nad and I drew our family tree on the bored. Hahah. Then suddenly got Bhy's name on the board. Hahah. xDThen, went to Northpoint food court with Yaty, Farah, Merin and Kemelia to eat. Farah and I were craving for ice kacang. But I decided to buy chendol. Merin's food is the best. Every one of us keep eating hers. We ate for a long time then still can slack there, chatting. The cleaners were like keeping their eyes on us. We talked about the Sookie Stackhouse series and didn't know how it ended up to a topic about sex. LOL! No comments. Can't post the conversation here. Very private. :)
Went home with Yaty. Took 811 home because bag too heavy. When Yaty alighted, i took out Farah's book, Dead Until Dark, the first book of the Sookie Stackhouse series, and read it all the way home. Passed by two groups of mats and minahs. "Sampah masyarakat" by Min. :)
At home, first destination, bed. Slept till about 6.30. Then continue reading the book. Still first chapter because it's long and I'm reading it slow to understand the book properly. Oh, fought with Bhy. Again. -.-" I'm disappointed because I love guys who study and think about education and not slack. Especially at night. Why can't they use those useful time to study? Or read a book or something that's MEANINGFUL? I know I used to be one of the people who are rebellious and not study and stuck in the present world. But I've turned a new leaf and it's worth a lot because it's for my won future and the younger generations. People might think that it's so soon and it's too young but it's actually not. Because time flies. Okay. I'm lost of thoughts because I've been thinking like a train.
End here. Labels: 2010, bad, Diyana, english, fight, Friend, Hashri, Love, NSS, School
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Hey peepos. Today, fought with Bhy because of yesterday's outing to Esplanade. I just don't want to keep any secrets from him. :( Didn't want to eat. So did my Chemistry punishment and homework. After that, parents called if want to go Causeway Point to eat Banquet. After eating, went home. Went online and Bhy was online too. He apologized to me because he was harsh on me. Okay. Stay pretty and handsome aites?
ANDY les femmes !
"I love you, Bhy. I really do." Labels: 2010, bad, Diyana, Hashri, Love
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Hey peepos. No mood to blog now. But I'm forcing myself to update it. Yesterday, went for Mendaki tuition at Northview Sec. After that, go home at 12.15pm. Went out to Northpoint again at 2.30pm. Actually, I've got no mood to go out. But this is because of having a reunion with and old friend, I have to go see him. I pity my friends if I never go too. They will be disappointed. Yaty, Phiza, Atqa, Hakim and not forgetting Afiq were there. Watching them arguing about where to go. Lol. First, want to go Serangoon, then decided to slack at library. At library, read TeenVogue magazine. Atqa told me that Aniq just passed by. Then I go chased after him to ask him about his family problems. Aniq said that he could smell me when he passed by me but he didn't know it was me. Get it? Hahah. I think it's because of the perfume I used. I sprayed a lot of it. Then, Siddiq came, finally. Said 'hi' to him, blah blah blah. They decided to go to KFC to eat. When going down the escalator, got one guy in the library checking me out. Kay fine. Whatever. I don't care. Lol. I didn't follow my clique to KFC because I'm meeting my friend at Peninsula Plaza. Aniq wanted to follow me but I said, "NO." He's too young to follow me.
Okay, I shall not elaborate much about the slacking with my friend and his friends. I didn't expect Adib to be there. And I didn't know he's a skater. I wish I could be a skater. But got no cash to buy a skateboard! Learnt a lot of valuable things from my friend. About how's life being in prison, Boys' Home and cutting people's head. And I know something about Kirin that Efael told me too. Reached home at almost 12 midnight. My friend insist of sending me home because he's worried and scared that I could get rape or something. -.- Okay fine.... He's helping me to get my PSP and 18 bucks from Zul. By one week starting from this coming Tuesday, if Zul still hasn't give me my PSP, my friend will be waiting for him outside school. Okayy.... Stay pretty and handsome aites?
ANDY les femmes !
"Oh God. I really feel guilty. Forgive me, please." Labels: 2010, bad, Diyana, fight, Friend, Love, NSS, slack
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Hey peepos. Today, got math remedial. I completed it so fast.^^ Hahah praise myself only. Got home at about 4pm. Met Bhy under my block then off to block 220 and slack there. After that, went to the neighbourhhod park behind Darul Makmur Mosque. Slacked there with Bhy till about 7pm. Went home, online, played cafe world. ^^
Stay pretty and handsome aites?
ANDY les femmes !Labels: 2010, Diyana, Hashri, Love, NSS, School
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Hey peepos. Yesterday was Monday. Stayed back after school till about 4pm to finish my punishment that Mrs Bala gave me. Oops. Now I just remembered something. I need to take back my paper from her pigeon hole and give it to her personally because she doesn't check her pigeon hole. SHIT. Hope it's not lost or else I need to copy the whole chapter of Purification of Substance or whatever shit is the name from Chemistry textbook.
Then, went home, go online. Bhy went online too. Decided to meet him. :) When at block 220 there, I did my Art homework. Don't know why Bhy kept looking at my drawing. Lol. After that, no mood to draw some more. Then Bhy took a bunch of flowers from a bush nearby and started plucking the petals. xD Nothing better to do, I guess? Too bad can't stay till night because Bhy will get scolding if go home late :( So Bhy sent me home. <3
At home, played computer. Too tired to update blog so updated today instead. Ate maggi for dinner because not in and there's no food. D: Quarreled with abangin the middle of the night because he kept nagging at me like he's my mum. I shouted at him till people from outside can hear I think.
So today, Art lesson was okay. I was one of the slowest one to finish because I didn't try to complete it at home. -.- After school, went for campcraft training. Very slack one. I kept singing like a spoilt radio. xD Didn't meet Bhy because of the training. So sad. I think can meet on Thursday because of the training on Friday. I don't feel like going for tomorrow's normal training. But I need to go to brush up on my drills for NPAP 2010. Huhu! NPAP will be starting next month at Home Team Academy. On the schedule, on 14 April is the last training so can't celebrate Bhy's birthday IF I'm still with him... Okay I think so far away and it's too much. -.-"
Stay pretty and handsome aites?
ANDY les femmes !
"Bhy, you're hot. xD" Labels: 2010, Birthday, Diyana, Hashri, Love, npcc, School
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 My footprints!
 Yaty fell down. xD
 My sexy bitch & my lesbian partner<3
 I see blue!
 Birthday bash.
 Yaty & I
 Agil & I
Hey peepos. Today went to mendaki tuition first. Kept bullying Syafiq Saman GAY. HUHU! Then, go home.
Went to interchange to meet Farah, Glenda, Paing2 and Lisa. While waiting, got one apek whistled at me then winked at me. I was like, is he doing at me? EEW! Look at yourself in the mirror, motherfucker. I'm taken and even if I'm not, I will never ever accept you. YOU DISGUST ME, OLD MAN! Took 855 to Harbourfront interchange. Met Willem at the interchange. While waiting, a group of mats were checking me out. I know laa... I'm hot right? xD
Reached there, we girls follow Willem only because he always go there. Then, Willem led us to Siloso Beach instead of Palawan Beach! Then we need to take the bus. -.- Played in the water there. Izyan, Yaty, Phiza, Shereen, Agil and Shereen's bestfriend were there. By the way, Willem is the only guy there. HAHAH. Odd one out. Played dog & bone, rugby and volleyball. Then, Keshwin came. We changed and after that, time to cut the cake! We all sabo Shereen and Willem. Don't know why we did at Willem. I think it's because he's the only guy. xD At night, took crazy shots of ourselves. Dancing pose, modelling pose, whacky pose and stuff like that. Hahah! It was truly memorable.
Took 855 from Harbourfront interchange back to Yishun interchange. Then took 800 to opposite block 700+ to eat at Teh Tarik Restaurant. After eating, waited for bus 800 to come. Then got one banglah whistled at me then waved. I was like, "HUH?!" Then Keshwin said, "Next time, give him the middle finger." LOL.
Reached home almost 12 midnight. I quickly ran into my room once I stepped into the house because of the dress that I'm wearing. Confirm my Mum will scold me in the middle of the night. Hahah. Then, went online for a while then sleep.
Stay pretty and handsome aites?
ANDY les femmes !
"I kept thinking of you, bhy." Labels: 2010, Birthday, Diyana, Friend, Hashri, Love, NSS
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Hey peepos. Today, met bhy at Northpoint. I waited for him for 1 and a half hour... -.- Saw lots of people. Like duh... I don't really have much to say. Supposedly, bhy and I are going to Yishun Park. The because of his late-ness, we only had 30 minutes to spend time together because after that I need to meet my parents.
I waiting for him at Popular bookstore. Then when I wanted to go out, I saw him for a very very long time. All he did was hugged and held my hand and we walked off aimlessly. He is so bloody damn tall. My head is only just over his shoulder. Wow. When we walked, I noticed that girls kept looking at us. Don't know why. Hahah. Maybe because my boyfriend is hot. LOL!! Then we walked along the MacDonald's corridor there. My mum showed up. Good thing Hashri salam-ed her. My mum purposely asked his name and what secondary is he. So I told my mum to go first and I'll catch up later. I sent my baby to the traffic light. While walking there, he hugged me, put his arm around my waist like he kept doing since we met. Then got a group of minahs at Long John's Silver and I noticed they kept looking at us. Nevermind, I ignored them... Then when baby and I said goodbye..., He. Kissed. Me. HAHAHAHA!! IRIUNVWROWEIJNGVWACNQWPFUBAWJKDAWIRUNVAEURICO;ER E HIOSFAW;RW RVUIO UBEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahahaha too happy to think. Okay, moving on! When I walked back to my mum, the minahs kept staring at me. Freaks much? I think it's because they saw baby kissed me? Nahh... I'm just too happy to make assumptions. Haha. I know you don't understand me because I don't understand half of what I typed in this entry. WAHAHA! I know I'm mad. Okay Imma start on a new paragraph.
Actually, there isn't a new paragraph. Too bad! Need t end here. Stay pretty and handsome aites?
ANDY les femmes !
"I LOVE YOU, DENZEL VAN JOSEPH." Labels: 2010, Diyana, Hashri, Love
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 0901100003 Hashriyana I love you, sayang. <3
Labels: 2010, Diyana, Friend, Hashri, Love
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      Hey peepos!Yesterday's countdown and just now ton-ing was a blast! So I went to the countdown with Aniq, Cynthia and Soo Moei (Aniq's bestfriend) at Khatib just to see Taufik Batisah and Didicazli. Aniq's cousin was late. He said he will reach Khatib at 9pm. Then at 10pm. Then at 11pm. Then say before 12 midnight. Then say before 12.30pm. Then before 1am. Zzz... -.- Saw Russell, Safie and some mat reps and minah reps from my neighbourhood. Went to eat at Mac while waiting for Taufik. Jie Sheng helped us get a seat. And we finally got the seat by the window next to the countdown. I tell you. The countdown is so racist. Most of the songs are Chinese. Because of what? Majority of the Singaporeans are Chinese? THAT'S BULLSHIT! Although there are a lot of Chinese people there, Singapore is still a multi-racial country and the first lnguage is ENGLISH. NOT CHINESE. And second language is MALAY. NOT CHINESE. Stupid motherfucking lame-ass son of a bitch Nee Soon East. Or whoever shit who organised this. When Didicazli came on stage and sing a Malay song, a lot of people left. I know. What. The. Fuck.
Okay! Moving on! When Taufik come, the crowd really went mad! Hahah! Damn! I almost touch his hand! -.- After the concert, Aniq and I went called his cousin. Then I bumped into Aliif. He's cute. But not my type. Then Aniq and I walked from Khatib MRT station to Yishun Interchange. It was damn funny when we walked. We kept singing random songs loudly. Then Aniq became spoilt radio. Kecoh betol!
The at traffic light to interchange I saw mats staring at me. So-called flirting uhh. Then I tell Aniq I stop for a while to drink water and he walk first. Then Aniq look at me then laugh for don't know what stupid reason then I almost squirt the water inside my mouth. Aniq laughed so loud, that the mats turned back and look at us. Pathetic. Humiliating... -.-
After that, waited for Aniq's cousin at Yishun MRT station. His cousin's name is Alfy. I expected him to be hunky, way taller than me, and hot. But he's CUTE! His face got 5% of Justin Bieber in it. :) We slack near YJC there. Played truth or dare. Aniq keep asking stupid questions. Then, slack at Yishun Central Park.
Stead with Alfy on 010110 at about 3.15am? I forgot to check the time. Then both of them sent me home. I went down again to slack with them under my block. Aniq fell asleep, snoring all the way. Alfy and I talked about me only. Don't know how Aniq could hear us when he's asleep. I owe him BIG TIME. Twice.
At 6.30am, they sent me home. Again. Until at my floor there. Slept at 6.45am. Woke up at 12pm. Can't sleep again... SMS Alfy. <3 Now he's sleeping. He reached home at 8.30am. -.- He asked me to wake him up at 3pm. I wake him up already but he never reply. So I think he's still asleep.
Okay. Till here. Stay pretty and handsome aites? HAPPY NEW YEAR!
ANDY les femmes !
"I will give you your first kiss.(:" Labels: 2010, Alfy, Aniq, Diyana, Friend, Love, slack
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 Hey peepos! Now chatting with Batrisyia, my new friend! She's also RAHIM's ex so we're in the same boat. I wonder why I'm not afraid to mention his name out loud in cyberspace. When Rahim went online, I put my personal message as this, "The binatang nga online uh, beb!" The binatang is actually him. Then she agreed. The Rahim's personal message changed to, "Off that shit!" I was like laughing very hard. Oh! Hold on a sec.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Ok done. So! Talked about us, giving him a piece of mind. You really want to know? Ask me personally kehh! So till here! Sorry about the short post. This post is only about Rahim.
ANDY les femmes !
"I really wish to see you hurt and beg me for forgiveness." Labels: Friend, Love, Rahim
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OMG, PEEPOS!Boyfie's toe is broken! I can' believe that his toe is broken. He had to go to NUH. He told me two days ago. I didn't have time to blog that yesterday. Or the day before. So the story is, ... He was skateboarding and trying to do a trick. And then... CRACK! (I think that's how it sounds.) So now, I can't meet him because he can't. So now it's the opposite. Last time, I can't because it's too far and I have to study for upcoming exams even though he also have 'N' levels and I'm lazy to go to Parkway Parade to meet him. Actually, guys have to go to girl's place or we both have to have equal amount of distance travelled. Like, we meet at Tampines. He always says, "You turon Parkway Parade uwhh..." Translation: "You go Parkway Parade uwhh..."
Yeah, I know. That sucks. Big time. You know... After the toe incident thingy, I kinda actually really concern about it. Normally, I don't really concern about him. But now, I actually do love him. OMG! I can't believe I'm telling this to the whole world. But the thing is... He doesn't even reply to my posts on his wall on Facebook. But he can reply his friends' and GIRLS' posts. Why not mine? Am I right? He's been replying posts to a girl named Aini. *Shudders* But I've made a rule of myself. "Don't let jealousy takeover your heart." It's true right? I bet it is. And I know Faiz is reading my post. So I know he's going to tag me. I'm positively positive of him tagging me.
Oh yeah. And I dreamed about me buying a pair of Vans shoes at Peninsula Plaza. LOL......................................... I really want a pair of those hot-stuff. I wanna buy the black semi-high cut ones. Nice... Okay. I'm going to Peninsula Plaza tomorrow to buy the shoes. THANK YOU, DREAM! Ha ha.
So yeah. Till here peeps. Stay pretty and handsome aites?
ANDY les femmes !
"Bhy, I love you. Love me back, please. Thank you."
 Labels: Friend, Love, Rahim, Shoes
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Dear someone,
I hope you are reading this because I just want you to know that even though you forget me already, I won't stop caring for you. This may sound stupid but I want to do something that I've always wanted to do for the past 1 month and 28 days. If you are readng this, I think you you will know that I'm refering to you. The one I've been with for 8 months. I'm sorry if I didn't fulfill your wish of being with you for at least a year. I really wanted to. But something or maybe someone made me don't want to do it. You lied to me. No offence but it's true. You were the one who spread the rumour. That was when you made me have doubts. You've always been blaming yourself because you think you weren't good enough for me. Well, you are good enough for me. You hold the expectations that I want from a guy. But you don't have enough confidence to believe that. Why? Were you scared of me? Look. I didn't mean to scold you anyhow. You know I have a hot temper. Wouldn't that be enough for an excuse? I could give you a millenium reasons for that. When you forget about me, it just breaks me heart instantly. Why would you even do such a thing? At least you could accept me back as a friend. Why do you treat me as if I am a stranger? Are you hiding something from me? I'm sure you do. You promised me something which is absolutely important to me. And even you. But I guess it's not important to you anymore since you thought if we break up, our promises will break up too. Promise is a big word. It holds a lot of meanings even though it is small. A lightest break of a tiny little promise can cause a tsunami. Or a meteorite shower. All because of you, you made me becoming more of a racist against you race. Since you love somebody, I'm not going to disturb you anymore. I love you.
Love, Diyana Labels: 2009, Diyana, fight, Love, NSS, SR
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Hey peepos. I'm pissed off. Firstly, the fcuking school librarian bitch-face scolded me when I didn't do anything wrong. I only asked her if I could use the laptop for English PBL peer evaluation. Then suddenly she keep asking me 'does the school benefit you just like that after you broke the rule in the library' or whatever shit it is. My gosh. I'm not embarrassed because everybody hates her and she always scold people so I've got no shame in this. I have my pride. :D Secondly, a couple is hanging at my block. AT THE SAME LEVEL AS MY HOUSE. My parents saw obscene stuff that teenagers shouldn't do. If you wanna do love with each other, THERE SUCH THING AS A HOUSE YOU COULD GO TO FOR PRIVACY. If you wanna do at the staircase during broad daylight, might as well you do on stage in front of every in school to see how notorious some Northlanders are! If the person who is reading this is offended, I can't say sorry because I didn't mention any name except for MY school.
I can't type anymore. I'm gonna write in my diary. This is too public. Labels: 2010, fight, Love, NSS, School, slack
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Haha I love this show very much. <3
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Hey peepos. Today, after school, went for meeting with my squad about the NPCC unit campfire. I'll be performing with Irza. :) I smsed Irza when she changing because today got campcraft training. After I smsed, I didn't keep my handphone. Then that stop motherfucker librarian saw and confiscated it. Cheebye. Then need to write an essay and lines. She doesn't even have the right to do that to me. She's not even a teacher! EAT SHIT, BITCH! Ughh. She likes to create problems with students a lot. Even with teachers. I don't why she haven't get fired yet for such a long time; more than 5 years. -.-"
Then, Yue Kung saved me. FOOH! Thanks Sir. Then went for training. Did 2-3 practices. After training, slacked at MacDonalds with Irza and Natsuda. Irza treated me apple pie. Thanks babe! I kept taking Natsuda and Sian Li's fries because I was super hungry... Hahah. Did my math homework with Irza. We're studying the same topic but mine is more advanced because I'm sec 3 and she's sec 2. Oh ya! On Saturday, got campcraft training at 9.30am. Irza's gonna buy 2 cans of red bull for herself. Hahah. After training, then going to have the competition at Pierce Secondary School.
Reached home at about 7.20pm. No one's home. Played computer all night. Downloaded songs. Bhy acts like he's still pissed with me. Haishh... Are we going to keep going on like this? I hope not. Labels: 2010, bad, Diyana, Friend, Hashri, i miss you ? :(, iloveyou., Love, miss your hugs, npcc, NSS, School, slack
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Hey peepos. Sorry for neglecting my blog. I've been busy. Okay. So today, after school stayed back for awhile to finish math corrections. Farah, Yaty, Merin, Nad and I drew our family tree on the bored. Hahah. Then suddenly got Bhy's name on the board. Hahah. xDThen, went to Northpoint food court with Yaty, Farah, Merin and Kemelia to eat. Farah and I were craving for ice kacang. But I decided to buy chendol. Merin's food is the best. Every one of us keep eating hers. We ate for a long time then still can slack there, chatting. The cleaners were like keeping their eyes on us. We talked about the Sookie Stackhouse series and didn't know how it ended up to a topic about sex. LOL! No comments. Can't post the conversation here. Very private. :)
Went home with Yaty. Took 811 home because bag too heavy. When Yaty alighted, i took out Farah's book, Dead Until Dark, the first book of the Sookie Stackhouse series, and read it all the way home. Passed by two groups of mats and minahs. "Sampah masyarakat" by Min. :)
At home, first destination, bed. Slept till about 6.30. Then continue reading the book. Still first chapter because it's long and I'm reading it slow to understand the book properly. Oh, fought with Bhy. Again. -.-" I'm disappointed because I love guys who study and think about education and not slack. Especially at night. Why can't they use those useful time to study? Or read a book or something that's MEANINGFUL? I know I used to be one of the people who are rebellious and not study and stuck in the present world. But I've turned a new leaf and it's worth a lot because it's for my won future and the younger generations. People might think that it's so soon and it's too young but it's actually not. Because time flies. Okay. I'm lost of thoughts because I've been thinking like a train.
End here. Labels: 2010, bad, Diyana, english, fight, Friend, Hashri, Love, NSS, School
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Hey peepos. Today, fought with Bhy because of yesterday's outing to Esplanade. I just don't want to keep any secrets from him. :( Didn't want to eat. So did my Chemistry punishment and homework. After that, parents called if want to go Causeway Point to eat Banquet. After eating, went home. Went online and Bhy was online too. He apologized to me because he was harsh on me. Okay. Stay pretty and handsome aites?
ANDY les femmes !
"I love you, Bhy. I really do." Labels: 2010, bad, Diyana, Hashri, Love
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Hey peepos. No mood to blog now. But I'm forcing myself to update it. Yesterday, went for Mendaki tuition at Northview Sec. After that, go home at 12.15pm. Went out to Northpoint again at 2.30pm. Actually, I've got no mood to go out. But this is because of having a reunion with and old friend, I have to go see him. I pity my friends if I never go too. They will be disappointed. Yaty, Phiza, Atqa, Hakim and not forgetting Afiq were there. Watching them arguing about where to go. Lol. First, want to go Serangoon, then decided to slack at library. At library, read TeenVogue magazine. Atqa told me that Aniq just passed by. Then I go chased after him to ask him about his family problems. Aniq said that he could smell me when he passed by me but he didn't know it was me. Get it? Hahah. I think it's because of the perfume I used. I sprayed a lot of it. Then, Siddiq came, finally. Said 'hi' to him, blah blah blah. They decided to go to KFC to eat. When going down the escalator, got one guy in the library checking me out. Kay fine. Whatever. I don't care. Lol. I didn't follow my clique to KFC because I'm meeting my friend at Peninsula Plaza. Aniq wanted to follow me but I said, "NO." He's too young to follow me.
Okay, I shall not elaborate much about the slacking with my friend and his friends. I didn't expect Adib to be there. And I didn't know he's a skater. I wish I could be a skater. But got no cash to buy a skateboard! Learnt a lot of valuable things from my friend. About how's life being in prison, Boys' Home and cutting people's head. And I know something about Kirin that Efael told me too. Reached home at almost 12 midnight. My friend insist of sending me home because he's worried and scared that I could get rape or something. -.- Okay fine.... He's helping me to get my PSP and 18 bucks from Zul. By one week starting from this coming Tuesday, if Zul still hasn't give me my PSP, my friend will be waiting for him outside school. Okayy.... Stay pretty and handsome aites?
ANDY les femmes !
"Oh God. I really feel guilty. Forgive me, please." Labels: 2010, bad, Diyana, fight, Friend, Love, NSS, slack
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Hey peepos. Today, got math remedial. I completed it so fast.^^ Hahah praise myself only. Got home at about 4pm. Met Bhy under my block then off to block 220 and slack there. After that, went to the neighbourhhod park behind Darul Makmur Mosque. Slacked there with Bhy till about 7pm. Went home, online, played cafe world. ^^
Stay pretty and handsome aites?
ANDY les femmes !Labels: 2010, Diyana, Hashri, Love, NSS, School
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Hey peepos. Yesterday was Monday. Stayed back after school till about 4pm to finish my punishment that Mrs Bala gave me. Oops. Now I just remembered something. I need to take back my paper from her pigeon hole and give it to her personally because she doesn't check her pigeon hole. SHIT. Hope it's not lost or else I need to copy the whole chapter of Purification of Substance or whatever shit is the name from Chemistry textbook.
Then, went home, go online. Bhy went online too. Decided to meet him. :) When at block 220 there, I did my Art homework. Don't know why Bhy kept looking at my drawing. Lol. After that, no mood to draw some more. Then Bhy took a bunch of flowers from a bush nearby and started plucking the petals. xD Nothing better to do, I guess? Too bad can't stay till night because Bhy will get scolding if go home late :( So Bhy sent me home. <3
At home, played computer. Too tired to update blog so updated today instead. Ate maggi for dinner because not in and there's no food. D: Quarreled with abangin the middle of the night because he kept nagging at me like he's my mum. I shouted at him till people from outside can hear I think.
So today, Art lesson was okay. I was one of the slowest one to finish because I didn't try to complete it at home. -.- After school, went for campcraft training. Very slack one. I kept singing like a spoilt radio. xD Didn't meet Bhy because of the training. So sad. I think can meet on Thursday because of the training on Friday. I don't feel like going for tomorrow's normal training. But I need to go to brush up on my drills for NPAP 2010. Huhu! NPAP will be starting next month at Home Team Academy. On the schedule, on 14 April is the last training so can't celebrate Bhy's birthday IF I'm still with him... Okay I think so far away and it's too much. -.-"
Stay pretty and handsome aites?
ANDY les femmes !
"Bhy, you're hot. xD" Labels: 2010, Birthday, Diyana, Hashri, Love, npcc, School
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My footprints!
Yaty fell down. xD
My sexy bitch & my lesbian partner<3
I see blue!
Birthday bash.
Yaty & I
Agil & I
Hey peepos. Today went to mendaki tuition first. Kept bullying Syafiq Saman GAY. HUHU! Then, go home.
Went to interchange to meet Farah, Glenda, Paing2 and Lisa. While waiting, got one apek whistled at me then winked at me. I was like, is he doing at me? EEW! Look at yourself in the mirror, motherfucker. I'm taken and even if I'm not, I will never ever accept you. YOU DISGUST ME, OLD MAN! Took 855 to Harbourfront interchange. Met Willem at the interchange. While waiting, a group of mats were checking me out. I know laa... I'm hot right? xD
Reached there, we girls follow Willem only because he always go there. Then, Willem led us to Siloso Beach instead of Palawan Beach! Then we need to take the bus. -.- Played in the water there. Izyan, Yaty, Phiza, Shereen, Agil and Shereen's bestfriend were there. By the way, Willem is the only guy there. HAHAH. Odd one out. Played dog & bone, rugby and volleyball. Then, Keshwin came. We changed and after that, time to cut the cake! We all sabo Shereen and Willem. Don't know why we did at Willem. I think it's because he's the only guy. xD At night, took crazy shots of ourselves. Dancing pose, modelling pose, whacky pose and stuff like that. Hahah! It was truly memorable.
Took 855 from Harbourfront interchange back to Yishun interchange. Then took 800 to opposite block 700+ to eat at Teh Tarik Restaurant. After eating, waited for bus 800 to come. Then got one banglah whistled at me then waved. I was like, "HUH?!" Then Keshwin said, "Next time, give him the middle finger." LOL.
Reached home almost 12 midnight. I quickly ran into my room once I stepped into the house because of the dress that I'm wearing. Confirm my Mum will scold me in the middle of the night. Hahah. Then, went online for a while then sleep.
Stay pretty and handsome aites?
ANDY les femmes !
"I kept thinking of you, bhy." Labels: 2010, Birthday, Diyana, Friend, Hashri, Love, NSS
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Hey peepos. Today, met bhy at Northpoint. I waited for him for 1 and a half hour... -.- Saw lots of people. Like duh... I don't really have much to say. Supposedly, bhy and I are going to Yishun Park. The because of his late-ness, we only had 30 minutes to spend time together because after that I need to meet my parents.
I waiting for him at Popular bookstore. Then when I wanted to go out, I saw him for a very very long time. All he did was hugged and held my hand and we walked off aimlessly. He is so bloody damn tall. My head is only just over his shoulder. Wow. When we walked, I noticed that girls kept looking at us. Don't know why. Hahah. Maybe because my boyfriend is hot. LOL!! Then we walked along the MacDonald's corridor there. My mum showed up. Good thing Hashri salam-ed her. My mum purposely asked his name and what secondary is he. So I told my mum to go first and I'll catch up later. I sent my baby to the traffic light. While walking there, he hugged me, put his arm around my waist like he kept doing since we met. Then got a group of minahs at Long John's Silver and I noticed they kept looking at us. Nevermind, I ignored them... Then when baby and I said goodbye..., He. Kissed. Me. HAHAHAHA!! IRIUNVWROWEIJNGVWACNQWPFUBAWJKDAWIRUNVAEURICO;ER E HIOSFAW;RW RVUIO UBEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahahaha too happy to think. Okay, moving on! When I walked back to my mum, the minahs kept staring at me. Freaks much? I think it's because they saw baby kissed me? Nahh... I'm just too happy to make assumptions. Haha. I know you don't understand me because I don't understand half of what I typed in this entry. WAHAHA! I know I'm mad. Okay Imma start on a new paragraph.
Actually, there isn't a new paragraph. Too bad! Need t end here. Stay pretty and handsome aites?
ANDY les femmes !
"I LOVE YOU, DENZEL VAN JOSEPH." Labels: 2010, Diyana, Hashri, Love
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0901100003 Hashriyana I love you, sayang. <3
Labels: 2010, Diyana, Friend, Hashri, Love
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Hey peepos!Yesterday's countdown and just now ton-ing was a blast! So I went to the countdown with Aniq, Cynthia and Soo Moei (Aniq's bestfriend) at Khatib just to see Taufik Batisah and Didicazli. Aniq's cousin was late. He said he will reach Khatib at 9pm. Then at 10pm. Then at 11pm. Then say before 12 midnight. Then say before 12.30pm. Then before 1am. Zzz... -.- Saw Russell, Safie and some mat reps and minah reps from my neighbourhood. Went to eat at Mac while waiting for Taufik. Jie Sheng helped us get a seat. And we finally got the seat by the window next to the countdown. I tell you. The countdown is so racist. Most of the songs are Chinese. Because of what? Majority of the Singaporeans are Chinese? THAT'S BULLSHIT! Although there are a lot of Chinese people there, Singapore is still a multi-racial country and the first lnguage is ENGLISH. NOT CHINESE. And second language is MALAY. NOT CHINESE. Stupid motherfucking lame-ass son of a bitch Nee Soon East. Or whoever shit who organised this. When Didicazli came on stage and sing a Malay song, a lot of people left. I know. What. The. Fuck.
Okay! Moving on! When Taufik come, the crowd really went mad! Hahah! Damn! I almost touch his hand! -.- After the concert, Aniq and I went called his cousin. Then I bumped into Aliif. He's cute. But not my type. Then Aniq and I walked from Khatib MRT station to Yishun Interchange. It was damn funny when we walked. We kept singing random songs loudly. Then Aniq became spoilt radio. Kecoh betol!
The at traffic light to interchange I saw mats staring at me. So-called flirting uhh. Then I tell Aniq I stop for a while to drink water and he walk first. Then Aniq look at me then laugh for don't know what stupid reason then I almost squirt the water inside my mouth. Aniq laughed so loud, that the mats turned back and look at us. Pathetic. Humiliating... -.-
After that, waited for Aniq's cousin at Yishun MRT station. His cousin's name is Alfy. I expected him to be hunky, way taller than me, and hot. But he's CUTE! His face got 5% of Justin Bieber in it. :) We slack near YJC there. Played truth or dare. Aniq keep asking stupid questions. Then, slack at Yishun Central Park.
Stead with Alfy on 010110 at about 3.15am? I forgot to check the time. Then both of them sent me home. I went down again to slack with them under my block. Aniq fell asleep, snoring all the way. Alfy and I talked about me only. Don't know how Aniq could hear us when he's asleep. I owe him BIG TIME. Twice.
At 6.30am, they sent me home. Again. Until at my floor there. Slept at 6.45am. Woke up at 12pm. Can't sleep again... SMS Alfy. <3 Now he's sleeping. He reached home at 8.30am. -.- He asked me to wake him up at 3pm. I wake him up already but he never reply. So I think he's still asleep.
Okay. Till here. Stay pretty and handsome aites? HAPPY NEW YEAR!
ANDY les femmes !
"I will give you your first kiss.(:" Labels: 2010, Alfy, Aniq, Diyana, Friend, Love, slack
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Hey peepos! Now chatting with Batrisyia, my new friend! She's also RAHIM's ex so we're in the same boat. I wonder why I'm not afraid to mention his name out loud in cyberspace. When Rahim went online, I put my personal message as this, "The binatang nga online uh, beb!" The binatang is actually him. Then she agreed. The Rahim's personal message changed to, "Off that shit!" I was like laughing very hard. Oh! Hold on a sec.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Ok done. So! Talked about us, giving him a piece of mind. You really want to know? Ask me personally kehh! So till here! Sorry about the short post. This post is only about Rahim.
ANDY les femmes !
"I really wish to see you hurt and beg me for forgiveness." Labels: Friend, Love, Rahim
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OMG, PEEPOS!Boyfie's toe is broken! I can' believe that his toe is broken. He had to go to NUH. He told me two days ago. I didn't have time to blog that yesterday. Or the day before. So the story is, ... He was skateboarding and trying to do a trick. And then... CRACK! (I think that's how it sounds.) So now, I can't meet him because he can't. So now it's the opposite. Last time, I can't because it's too far and I have to study for upcoming exams even though he also have 'N' levels and I'm lazy to go to Parkway Parade to meet him. Actually, guys have to go to girl's place or we both have to have equal amount of distance travelled. Like, we meet at Tampines. He always says, "You turon Parkway Parade uwhh..." Translation: "You go Parkway Parade uwhh..."
Yeah, I know. That sucks. Big time. You know... After the toe incident thingy, I kinda actually really concern about it. Normally, I don't really concern about him. But now, I actually do love him. OMG! I can't believe I'm telling this to the whole world. But the thing is... He doesn't even reply to my posts on his wall on Facebook. But he can reply his friends' and GIRLS' posts. Why not mine? Am I right? He's been replying posts to a girl named Aini. *Shudders* But I've made a rule of myself. "Don't let jealousy takeover your heart." It's true right? I bet it is. And I know Faiz is reading my post. So I know he's going to tag me. I'm positively positive of him tagging me.
Oh yeah. And I dreamed about me buying a pair of Vans shoes at Peninsula Plaza. LOL......................................... I really want a pair of those hot-stuff. I wanna buy the black semi-high cut ones. Nice... Okay. I'm going to Peninsula Plaza tomorrow to buy the shoes. THANK YOU, DREAM! Ha ha.
So yeah. Till here peeps. Stay pretty and handsome aites?
ANDY les femmes !
"Bhy, I love you. Love me back, please. Thank you."
Labels: Friend, Love, Rahim, Shoes
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Dear someone,
I hope you are reading this because I just want you to know that even though you forget me already, I won't stop caring for you. This may sound stupid but I want to do something that I've always wanted to do for the past 1 month and 28 days. If you are readng this, I think you you will know that I'm refering to you. The one I've been with for 8 months. I'm sorry if I didn't fulfill your wish of being with you for at least a year. I really wanted to. But something or maybe someone made me don't want to do it. You lied to me. No offence but it's true. You were the one who spread the rumour. That was when you made me have doubts. You've always been blaming yourself because you think you weren't good enough for me. Well, you are good enough for me. You hold the expectations that I want from a guy. But you don't have enough confidence to believe that. Why? Were you scared of me? Look. I didn't mean to scold you anyhow. You know I have a hot temper. Wouldn't that be enough for an excuse? I could give you a millenium reasons for that. When you forget about me, it just breaks me heart instantly. Why would you even do such a thing? At least you could accept me back as a friend. Why do you treat me as if I am a stranger? Are you hiding something from me? I'm sure you do. You promised me something which is absolutely important to me. And even you. But I guess it's not important to you anymore since you thought if we break up, our promises will break up too. Promise is a big word. It holds a lot of meanings even though it is small. A lightest break of a tiny little promise can cause a tsunami. Or a meteorite shower. All because of you, you made me becoming more of a racist against you race. Since you love somebody, I'm not going to disturb you anymore. I love you.
Love, Diyana Labels: 2009, Diyana, fight, Love, NSS, SR
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Diyana Somerhalder
Fifteenn.
Singaporean.
Capricorn.
Muslim.
Dreamer.
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