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Hey peepos. I'm pissed off. Firstly, the fcuking school librarian bitch-face scolded me when I didn't do anything wrong. I only asked her if I could use the laptop for English PBL peer evaluation. Then suddenly she keep asking me 'does the school benefit you just like that after you broke the rule in the library' or whatever shit it is. My gosh. I'm not embarrassed because everybody hates her and she always scold people so I've got no shame in this. I have my pride. :D Secondly, a couple is hanging at my block. AT THE SAME LEVEL AS MY HOUSE. My parents saw obscene stuff that teenagers shouldn't do. If you wanna do love with each other, THERE SUCH THING AS A HOUSE YOU COULD GO TO FOR PRIVACY. If you wanna do at the staircase during broad daylight, might as well you do on stage in front of every in school to see how notorious some Northlanders are! If the person who is reading this is offended, I can't say sorry because I didn't mention any name except for MY school.
I can't type anymore. I'm gonna write in my diary. This is too public. Labels: 2010, fight, Love, NSS, School, slack
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Hey peepos. Sorry for neglecting my blog. I've been busy. Okay. So today, after school stayed back for awhile to finish math corrections. Farah, Yaty, Merin, Nad and I drew our family tree on the bored. Hahah. Then suddenly got Bhy's name on the board. Hahah. xDThen, went to Northpoint food court with Yaty, Farah, Merin and Kemelia to eat. Farah and I were craving for ice kacang. But I decided to buy chendol. Merin's food is the best. Every one of us keep eating hers. We ate for a long time then still can slack there, chatting. The cleaners were like keeping their eyes on us. We talked about the Sookie Stackhouse series and didn't know how it ended up to a topic about sex. LOL! No comments. Can't post the conversation here. Very private. :)
Went home with Yaty. Took 811 home because bag too heavy. When Yaty alighted, i took out Farah's book, Dead Until Dark, the first book of the Sookie Stackhouse series, and read it all the way home. Passed by two groups of mats and minahs. "Sampah masyarakat" by Min. :)
At home, first destination, bed. Slept till about 6.30. Then continue reading the book. Still first chapter because it's long and I'm reading it slow to understand the book properly. Oh, fought with Bhy. Again. -.-" I'm disappointed because I love guys who study and think about education and not slack. Especially at night. Why can't they use those useful time to study? Or read a book or something that's MEANINGFUL? I know I used to be one of the people who are rebellious and not study and stuck in the present world. But I've turned a new leaf and it's worth a lot because it's for my won future and the younger generations. People might think that it's so soon and it's too young but it's actually not. Because time flies. Okay. I'm lost of thoughts because I've been thinking like a train.
End here. Labels: 2010, bad, Diyana, english, fight, Friend, Hashri, Love, NSS, School
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Hey peepos. No mood to blog now. But I'm forcing myself to update it. Yesterday, went for Mendaki tuition at Northview Sec. After that, go home at 12.15pm. Went out to Northpoint again at 2.30pm. Actually, I've got no mood to go out. But this is because of having a reunion with and old friend, I have to go see him. I pity my friends if I never go too. They will be disappointed. Yaty, Phiza, Atqa, Hakim and not forgetting Afiq were there. Watching them arguing about where to go. Lol. First, want to go Serangoon, then decided to slack at library. At library, read TeenVogue magazine. Atqa told me that Aniq just passed by. Then I go chased after him to ask him about his family problems. Aniq said that he could smell me when he passed by me but he didn't know it was me. Get it? Hahah. I think it's because of the perfume I used. I sprayed a lot of it. Then, Siddiq came, finally. Said 'hi' to him, blah blah blah. They decided to go to KFC to eat. When going down the escalator, got one guy in the library checking me out. Kay fine. Whatever. I don't care. Lol. I didn't follow my clique to KFC because I'm meeting my friend at Peninsula Plaza. Aniq wanted to follow me but I said, "NO." He's too young to follow me.
Okay, I shall not elaborate much about the slacking with my friend and his friends. I didn't expect Adib to be there. And I didn't know he's a skater. I wish I could be a skater. But got no cash to buy a skateboard! Learnt a lot of valuable things from my friend. About how's life being in prison, Boys' Home and cutting people's head. And I know something about Kirin that Efael told me too. Reached home at almost 12 midnight. My friend insist of sending me home because he's worried and scared that I could get rape or something. -.- Okay fine.... He's helping me to get my PSP and 18 bucks from Zul. By one week starting from this coming Tuesday, if Zul still hasn't give me my PSP, my friend will be waiting for him outside school. Okayy.... Stay pretty and handsome aites?
ANDY les femmes !
"Oh God. I really feel guilty. Forgive me, please." Labels: 2010, bad, Diyana, fight, Friend, Love, NSS, slack
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Dear someone,
I hope you are reading this because I just want you to know that even though you forget me already, I won't stop caring for you. This may sound stupid but I want to do something that I've always wanted to do for the past 1 month and 28 days. If you are readng this, I think you you will know that I'm refering to you. The one I've been with for 8 months. I'm sorry if I didn't fulfill your wish of being with you for at least a year. I really wanted to. But something or maybe someone made me don't want to do it. You lied to me. No offence but it's true. You were the one who spread the rumour. That was when you made me have doubts. You've always been blaming yourself because you think you weren't good enough for me. Well, you are good enough for me. You hold the expectations that I want from a guy. But you don't have enough confidence to believe that. Why? Were you scared of me? Look. I didn't mean to scold you anyhow. You know I have a hot temper. Wouldn't that be enough for an excuse? I could give you a millenium reasons for that. When you forget about me, it just breaks me heart instantly. Why would you even do such a thing? At least you could accept me back as a friend. Why do you treat me as if I am a stranger? Are you hiding something from me? I'm sure you do. You promised me something which is absolutely important to me. And even you. But I guess it's not important to you anymore since you thought if we break up, our promises will break up too. Promise is a big word. It holds a lot of meanings even though it is small. A lightest break of a tiny little promise can cause a tsunami. Or a meteorite shower. All because of you, you made me becoming more of a racist against you race. Since you love somebody, I'm not going to disturb you anymore. I love you.
Love, Diyana Labels: 2009, Diyana, fight, Love, NSS, SR
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Hey peepos. Today, as you know as stated, was a bad day. Woke up, did the e-learning shit. Then, at 3.15pm, meet Syerah. At 4pm, meet Hirman. He looked TOTALLY different. Then he want to step mat rep. I know la you from TJR. But still, don't walk Sat Sat uwh! Then very sensitive. I still prefer you wearing specs. Then, Shaheed said fcuk you to me. You know I have short-term memory loss. Do you? Then? Sigh... If you don't like my attitude, live with it. I don't know what to do or what to say. I'm speechless. I acted like that just now on the phone because I do not want to lose my temper. Ughh! Then you say, you don't like my attitude. Then what do you want me to do? What am I supposed to do? Then you talk to me like that. How am I going to respect you if you don't talk nicely to me? Why when you and Hirman don't like each other, you want Syerah to stay away from Hirman? Syerah doesn't even like Hirman. She hates him. I asked her to follow me go meet him. For a while. We met him for about 30 minutes only. If you still don't agree with me, then I'm just going to surrender. So till here. ANDY. Labels: bad, day, fight, slack
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Hey peepos. I'm pissed off. Firstly, the fcuking school librarian bitch-face scolded me when I didn't do anything wrong. I only asked her if I could use the laptop for English PBL peer evaluation. Then suddenly she keep asking me 'does the school benefit you just like that after you broke the rule in the library' or whatever shit it is. My gosh. I'm not embarrassed because everybody hates her and she always scold people so I've got no shame in this. I have my pride. :D Secondly, a couple is hanging at my block. AT THE SAME LEVEL AS MY HOUSE. My parents saw obscene stuff that teenagers shouldn't do. If you wanna do love with each other, THERE SUCH THING AS A HOUSE YOU COULD GO TO FOR PRIVACY. If you wanna do at the staircase during broad daylight, might as well you do on stage in front of every in school to see how notorious some Northlanders are! If the person who is reading this is offended, I can't say sorry because I didn't mention any name except for MY school.
I can't type anymore. I'm gonna write in my diary. This is too public. Labels: 2010, fight, Love, NSS, School, slack
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Hey peepos. Sorry for neglecting my blog. I've been busy. Okay. So today, after school stayed back for awhile to finish math corrections. Farah, Yaty, Merin, Nad and I drew our family tree on the bored. Hahah. Then suddenly got Bhy's name on the board. Hahah. xDThen, went to Northpoint food court with Yaty, Farah, Merin and Kemelia to eat. Farah and I were craving for ice kacang. But I decided to buy chendol. Merin's food is the best. Every one of us keep eating hers. We ate for a long time then still can slack there, chatting. The cleaners were like keeping their eyes on us. We talked about the Sookie Stackhouse series and didn't know how it ended up to a topic about sex. LOL! No comments. Can't post the conversation here. Very private. :)
Went home with Yaty. Took 811 home because bag too heavy. When Yaty alighted, i took out Farah's book, Dead Until Dark, the first book of the Sookie Stackhouse series, and read it all the way home. Passed by two groups of mats and minahs. "Sampah masyarakat" by Min. :)
At home, first destination, bed. Slept till about 6.30. Then continue reading the book. Still first chapter because it's long and I'm reading it slow to understand the book properly. Oh, fought with Bhy. Again. -.-" I'm disappointed because I love guys who study and think about education and not slack. Especially at night. Why can't they use those useful time to study? Or read a book or something that's MEANINGFUL? I know I used to be one of the people who are rebellious and not study and stuck in the present world. But I've turned a new leaf and it's worth a lot because it's for my won future and the younger generations. People might think that it's so soon and it's too young but it's actually not. Because time flies. Okay. I'm lost of thoughts because I've been thinking like a train.
End here. Labels: 2010, bad, Diyana, english, fight, Friend, Hashri, Love, NSS, School
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Hey peepos. No mood to blog now. But I'm forcing myself to update it. Yesterday, went for Mendaki tuition at Northview Sec. After that, go home at 12.15pm. Went out to Northpoint again at 2.30pm. Actually, I've got no mood to go out. But this is because of having a reunion with and old friend, I have to go see him. I pity my friends if I never go too. They will be disappointed. Yaty, Phiza, Atqa, Hakim and not forgetting Afiq were there. Watching them arguing about where to go. Lol. First, want to go Serangoon, then decided to slack at library. At library, read TeenVogue magazine. Atqa told me that Aniq just passed by. Then I go chased after him to ask him about his family problems. Aniq said that he could smell me when he passed by me but he didn't know it was me. Get it? Hahah. I think it's because of the perfume I used. I sprayed a lot of it. Then, Siddiq came, finally. Said 'hi' to him, blah blah blah. They decided to go to KFC to eat. When going down the escalator, got one guy in the library checking me out. Kay fine. Whatever. I don't care. Lol. I didn't follow my clique to KFC because I'm meeting my friend at Peninsula Plaza. Aniq wanted to follow me but I said, "NO." He's too young to follow me.
Okay, I shall not elaborate much about the slacking with my friend and his friends. I didn't expect Adib to be there. And I didn't know he's a skater. I wish I could be a skater. But got no cash to buy a skateboard! Learnt a lot of valuable things from my friend. About how's life being in prison, Boys' Home and cutting people's head. And I know something about Kirin that Efael told me too. Reached home at almost 12 midnight. My friend insist of sending me home because he's worried and scared that I could get rape or something. -.- Okay fine.... He's helping me to get my PSP and 18 bucks from Zul. By one week starting from this coming Tuesday, if Zul still hasn't give me my PSP, my friend will be waiting for him outside school. Okayy.... Stay pretty and handsome aites?
ANDY les femmes !
"Oh God. I really feel guilty. Forgive me, please." Labels: 2010, bad, Diyana, fight, Friend, Love, NSS, slack
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Dear someone,
I hope you are reading this because I just want you to know that even though you forget me already, I won't stop caring for you. This may sound stupid but I want to do something that I've always wanted to do for the past 1 month and 28 days. If you are readng this, I think you you will know that I'm refering to you. The one I've been with for 8 months. I'm sorry if I didn't fulfill your wish of being with you for at least a year. I really wanted to. But something or maybe someone made me don't want to do it. You lied to me. No offence but it's true. You were the one who spread the rumour. That was when you made me have doubts. You've always been blaming yourself because you think you weren't good enough for me. Well, you are good enough for me. You hold the expectations that I want from a guy. But you don't have enough confidence to believe that. Why? Were you scared of me? Look. I didn't mean to scold you anyhow. You know I have a hot temper. Wouldn't that be enough for an excuse? I could give you a millenium reasons for that. When you forget about me, it just breaks me heart instantly. Why would you even do such a thing? At least you could accept me back as a friend. Why do you treat me as if I am a stranger? Are you hiding something from me? I'm sure you do. You promised me something which is absolutely important to me. And even you. But I guess it's not important to you anymore since you thought if we break up, our promises will break up too. Promise is a big word. It holds a lot of meanings even though it is small. A lightest break of a tiny little promise can cause a tsunami. Or a meteorite shower. All because of you, you made me becoming more of a racist against you race. Since you love somebody, I'm not going to disturb you anymore. I love you.
Love, Diyana Labels: 2009, Diyana, fight, Love, NSS, SR
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Hey peepos. Today, as you know as stated, was a bad day. Woke up, did the e-learning shit. Then, at 3.15pm, meet Syerah. At 4pm, meet Hirman. He looked TOTALLY different. Then he want to step mat rep. I know la you from TJR. But still, don't walk Sat Sat uwh! Then very sensitive. I still prefer you wearing specs. Then, Shaheed said fcuk you to me. You know I have short-term memory loss. Do you? Then? Sigh... If you don't like my attitude, live with it. I don't know what to do or what to say. I'm speechless. I acted like that just now on the phone because I do not want to lose my temper. Ughh! Then you say, you don't like my attitude. Then what do you want me to do? What am I supposed to do? Then you talk to me like that. How am I going to respect you if you don't talk nicely to me? Why when you and Hirman don't like each other, you want Syerah to stay away from Hirman? Syerah doesn't even like Hirman. She hates him. I asked her to follow me go meet him. For a while. We met him for about 30 minutes only. If you still don't agree with me, then I'm just going to surrender. So till here. ANDY. Labels: bad, day, fight, slack
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Diyana Somerhalder
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